charlie

you really need it. spin span spun.


And it was all okey, like I couldn't remember why we broke up in the first place. I must be so stupid, right? to belive someone who has lied to me from the very moment I met him, then lied about lying and now lies about not lying any more. well well, I've always had the bluest eyes a browneyed person can possibly have when it comes to this. whatever, the thing is; I belived him again. And here comes the funny part... so we've watched this movie and he has to leave because he's gonna go to peders' well.. it's kinda late right so it's cold outside and he goes like "good for me I brought a sweater" and I'm like "yeah" and then he pulls the sweater out of the bag and it's smells like weed. and I'm thinking I could be fooling myself into thinking it smells like weed cause sometimes that happens, but no I'm sure it smells like weed. so I sniff him, right, and he lookes soooooo freakin busted I can seee it in his fuckin eyes, right. he's so busted and I go like " the sweater smells like weed" and  then he comes up with some lame-ass excuse but I can't even hear him and I just feel like a stupid little kid that just jupmed in a car with an old guy she dosen't even know even though she got raped by one just like him yesterday. that's how it feels and I can't help feeeling that way and I'm sorry.

her eyes we're like marbles spinning round n round n round.
nevermindher she's been on the candy for too long, she's just spun